It's always morning in my mind

For some reason…my desire to drink is lessening….

It kind of started when I began losing weight. I lessened it because alcohol has a lot of empty calories.

But then one night I went out and indulged with my co workers, and was very hungover the next day. I hasn’t eating much the night of the drinking, and as I was nauseous that morning I didn’t eat much either. Anyway, I got to work, and my limbs got funny and I fell over. I didn’t faint, but apparently my electrolyte and potassium levels were quite low.

I abstained for a while. I went out drinking with my boyfriend the other night, and it ended in a nervous breakdown (happens sometimes when I drink.)

So, my last two drinking experiences ended badly….

Now, the sight or smell of alcohol makes me queasy and I don’t want it, which is bad as I start bartending school June 4th. Lol.

Eh, I’ll get over it I guess.

26th May 2012

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